我还真舍不得 结束这浪漫的错误

I'm honestly extremely overwhelmed by the things that has been going on with my life, mostly in a good way. Will write again here soon

The roommates confirmed my suspicion. Houston, we have a problem.

You cant make your move when I haven't even have the time to judge your character.
I'm not here to get my heart broken again!

Just saying, worrying for you from 9500miles away is not cool.

甚麼距離都不算是真的分離
想念和默契能代替一切言語
有一天生命會老去　還好謝謝有你
薛凱琪, better me


Hello from SF!

For me now the best feeling is reciprocated good vibes we get from being around each other, maybe that's why our letters for each other sounds pretty much the same. Let's see how long we can keep this up. I hope good things are yet to come.

And if you ask me,
the feeling that I'm feeling is overjoyed,
and it's golden, it goes to show then
the ending of this song should be left alone and so on,
'cause the way it unfolds is yet to be told.

Prettiest friend, Jason Mraz

Love ridden, I've looked at you
With the focus I gave to my birthday candles
I've wished on the lidded blue flames
Under your brow
And baby, I wished for you
Nobody sees when you are lying in your bed
And I wanna crawl in with you
But I cry instead
I want your warm, but it will only make
Me colder when it's over
So I can't tonight, baby
No, not baby' anymore - if I need you
I'll just use your simple name
Only kisses on the cheek from now on
And in a little while, we'll only have to wave
My hand won't hold you down no more
The path is clear to follow through
I stood too long in the way of the door
And now I'm giving up on you
No, not baby' anymore - if I need you
I'll just use your simple name
Only kisses on the cheek from now on
And in a little while, we'll only have to wave
No, not baby' anymore - if I need you
I'll just use your simple name
Only kisses on the cheek from now on
And in a little while, we'll only have to wave

Fiona Apple, Love ridden

"The people in our lives who really care are often forgotten as a constant baseline of life. They are the people who, through thick and thin, will answer our calls and be there to listen when we have something important and, perhaps, boring to say. But their love is often so unglamorous, so necessary to our lives as to be invisible, and the fact that we don’t thank them more for it is nothing short of criminal."
Chelsea Fagan, thought catalog

Thank you for listening to me rant when its way past bedtime.

:')

Goodbye June, hello July.

June wasn't a particularly good month, in fact it was terrible.

The two weeks in Vietnam gave me plenty of time to think about what I want (in the most selfish way), and what I don't want. Letting go wasn't easy, but more than anything it was necessary. Painful, but necessary. And dealing with the aftermath and consequences wasn't a walk in the park either. I'm learning to let go, and it does get a little easier every day. Van's gone for summer exchange and I am not exactly sure how to start talking to b again. Not having the people I'm so comfortable around is not a good feeling, but despite everything I still feel really really blessed for having a bunch of close friends that are always there for me. Old friends like them are gems to me, and I'm never letting them go. And then there's a new friend that I am really thankful for. I never expected us to get along so well. But we do, very comfortably. And I like talking to you. Maybe it's because we are both antisocial kids, so I know that you know I am not good at making conversation, or sustaining one, or initiating meetup, or telling people what is on my mind. I know you are trying to talk a bit more to me, to get me to tell you what's bothering me. I've never told you but I really appreciate all that you've done. And you always know the right things to say.

If anything the past few weeks have showed me that if you care about somebody enough, then it really is not that difficult to make the time and effort to text them, or talk to them, or meetup with them. But at the same time I also realized just how easy it is to neglect a relationship and let it slip away.

I fell myself grow up a little bit already.